I can feel their thoughts pressing into me. Why?
I got into a fight with another community member, something came over me and I took out my anger on him. I felt so much anger, so much pain. Why did my mother have to go? Why did she leave me? Why?
Nami says that we are to take a trip, back out to the woods from where we came, just me and her. She said there is something deep lodged within my spirit and it is unsettling me. Somehow a beast has been unleashed, what my mother gave birth to. And now I'm waiting.
I know it's there.
I can feel her; this beast is a part of me.
I don't know if she wants to leave.
Maybe I will let her stay?
Then we can go find mother one day.
One day mother, one day.
------------->>>> to be continued.